I am in complete denial. Wanna know why? Cause even after my last post, the flow never took off. It has only been a spot on/off for the last 5 days and yes mostly it has been that light orangy/pink and once in awhile it is more red, but it hasn't flowed to my pad. So I'm in Denial!
You wanna know something else?! Right now, I'M PREGNANT and regardless of what happens this afternoon at the doctor appointment, I'm pregnant right now. And I'm still dreaming of holding my little one and giving it lots of loves and I'm not ready to give that up. So, just because I'm crazy and in denial, I had to take another test to assure me that I am still pregnant.
That's right, no matter what happens this afternoon, I will treasure these two lines and the way I feel right now. I made it farther this time than with my other m/c and I have a sliver of hope.

4 comments:
Tanya you are right at this moment you are right you are pregnant no matter what has happened. And to go further than the last? Thats even better. I wish you good luck and hope to hear wonderful news this afternoon.
Thinking of you and praying for you as your appt. approaches. (((HUGS)))
C'mon little peanut, you can do it!
Good luck, Tanya! I'm praying for the best news . . .
Those are still really dark lines. What's the possibility of the spotting being from the cysts? I only ask because I've been cyst-spotting for a couple days & it can be pretty heavy. I'm hoping for good news for you, please let us know what the dr said. (((HUGS)))
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