Friday, September 25, 2009

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

NO CLUE

I am now on CD26 but I have no clue if/when I O'd. I have been getting horrible sleep this month so my temps have been wacky. They never dropped with/after AF and then with the weird sleep, I never notice a drop/hike. My temp is about what it usually is after O but not sure that my temp ever dropped. I'm just hoping that I did O sometime and that it was early enough that this C is almost over or something. I am such a POASaholic, but its kinda hard to do that when I don't even know where I'm at.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I've Come to Realize...

Thanks Dot...I had an ah-ha moment and have to repost....
1. I've come to realize that my chest-size...is not big, but enough.
2. I've come to realize that my job...is sometimes more stressful now at home then when I worked for a company.
3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...I get lost in deep thought
4. I've come to realize that I need...more happiness in my life.
5. I've come to realize that I have lost...faith in myself, but working on it.
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...I see others be rude or disrespectful
7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...someone spiked my drink cause I've never been drunk.
8. I've come to realize that money...doesn't buy happiness.
9. I've come to realize that certain people...are geniune.
10. I've come to realize that I'll always...want more children, they are a precious gift.
11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s)...non-existent
12. I've come to realize that my mom...is a wonderful, caring, loving person that I love more and more each day.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...is crappy, I miss my old one.
14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...2 mos later, I'm still sick.
15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...I love cuddling with my husband.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking...I should have done this post weeks ago.
17. I've come to realize that my dad...works hard.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...I look for something missing in my life, social interaction
19. I've come to realize that today...is a new day & I will do the best I can.
20. I've come to realize that tonight...I'm taking cold medicine to go to sleep.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...never comes.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to...be a stay at home mom forever
23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this...is having a ah-ha moment too !
24. I've come to realize that life...really is like a box of chocolates.
25. I've come to realize that this weekend....means September is 1/2 over!
26. I've come to realize that marriage...is incredibly hard, but so worth it.
27. I've come to realize that my friends...are far and few between, but mean so much to me.
28. I've come to realize that this year...is my last year in my 20s
29. I've come to realize that my ex-friends...are missing out.
30. I've come to realize that maybe...I need to go back to school.
31. I've come to realize that I love...my life, even with all the struggles
32. I've come to realize that I don't understand...why some prayers are never answered..
33. I've come to realize my past...is just that...MY PAST.
34. I've come to realize that parties...aren't for me, I'd rather stay at home with my family
35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...of losing my loved ones
36. I've come to realize that my life...isn't that bad and I need to take it in stride.