Sunday, May 24, 2009

Singin "AF STAY AWAY" *trigs

When I got KU with my DD, things weren't just that easy even 8 yrs ago. I had an early m/c at 6 wks and about 3 wks after that I went to the hospital thinking that I had a UTI or something and they told me I was KU. I told them that I had just had a m/c, and they said "this isn't the same one, your levels are way too high" so, I was KU...hadn't even had AF...

Fast forward to this month, I am soooo hopeful that I am KU that I just can't help to think maybe history will repeat itself. Since 3DPO I have had AWFUL boobie pain, I have never got this before, except when KU. I have also been getting real bad indigestion since about 6dpo, not necessarily a new thing but I've never gotten heartburn repeatedly for days. Now I am 9dpo and I'm worried I'm setting myself up. What if these are just AF symptoms. So I'm starting the dance and I'm not gonna stop dancing...."AF STAY AWAY, go haunt some teenage girl today". I'm hoping it works, but here is the kicker.... I am a POAS aholic and have been POAS for 3 days, now I know I'm gonna get a BFN, but I do it anyway, and now I'm major depressed.....


Well, here is some Baby Dust to pass around....

1 comment:

Erin said...

Lol, I like the fairy!

I stay away from POAS cause I know how obsessed I get about it. But, sometimes I wonder why I don't so that I am more prepared for AF.

I have my fingers crossed for you!