That I thought I was KU, it would have been this one. Even the months that I had an early pregnancy I didn't really feel it (though extremely happy none the less). This month I O'd on a decent time, I had really sore boobs (never have this), severe headaches (talking borderline migraine), emotional, nauseous, heartburn x's 10, just a weird feeling. And last night, even trying to convince myself I wasn't KU, I looked at the boobs and they were swollen, a little bit bigger. I'm a big girl, but I don't have big boobs, so when they grow...I notice...even DH was looking at them.
Well...this a.m. should confirm to me that I'm not KU... More spotting and another temp drop, which now takes my temp just below coverline. I've already cried some. I've already somewhat accepted it. But why oh why does our body do this. I mean, why do I get all these new symptoms to make me really FEEL KU when I'm not. I usually never have any of those symptoms, except occasional heartburn. I haven't really even gotten my pre-AF acne that I usually get? I just don't get it. When I think I know my body so well, turns out I don't...
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I am sorry.((((((((HUGS)))))))
Because your mind is messing with your body. Sorry, but that is the truth. I am right there with you. Some months I thought I was KU and wasn't and some months I didn't think I was KU and I WAS.
(((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))) I hear ya.
((((((HUGS)))))) Sorry for the temp drop
I hate how those C's end up in BFNs when I could have SWORN I knew my body. I've come to the conclusion (after many m/c's and unsuccessful PG's) that the C's where I'm feeling loads of Prog symptoms means that there is so much prog and no baby so the prog just terrorizes the rest of my body. LOL Most of my C's that I've been PG I don't feel these insane symptoms b/c the prog is working its magic on my uterus. LOL
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