It has been said many times that TTC'ers spend their time waiting. Waiting to O, Waiting for 2WW, Waiting for AF, Waiting for BW, Waiting for dr appts, Waiting for DH to get on board, Waiting for Friends to get there BFP.....JUST WAITING, and WAITING!
Sorry, I'm in the 2WW and I'm having a hard time! I'm waiting to find out if we succeeded this month. I am on CD 23 and about 7dpo, only 1 more week and I'll test, if I can hold out. I am a major POASaholic and I'll probably begin testing at 10dpo and keep on til AF or BFP. Sad, I know... If I get a BFN, I do have to look into the option of BCP now. I know that we need to TAB since we will be moving, looking for jobs, all that fun stuff. I don't know whether to wing it since we haven't gotten KU yet anyway, or whether to prevent for a few months.
Oh and the move is another story in itself...MORE WAITING. We aren't leaving until March 21st to go back, even though if circumstances were right, we could leave at the end of Feb. We are staying to watch my step-son graduate Bas.ic Trai.ning at Fo.rt Jack.son, SC. It is on March 19th. We will then come home to an already packed home (crossing my fingers on this one), load the Uh.aul all day the 20th, and pull out first thing the 21st. I hate to leave Alabama, but I'm so ready to see my family. That is what is making this wait hard, knowing we are going but just waiting...
This post is all over the place so I'm just going to end it there. Why did I get up so early on a Saturday morning anyway?
5 comments:
You were up at 4:27?!
I know exactly what you mean about waiting. I think it's easier for me to just wait on af. She's never invited, but she shows up anyway. :(
I must say that I will miss you, even though we will have met twice before you leave. Knowing I am the only one here makes me sad. I do understand your reasons for moving. I just wish you'd thought of me! Ha ha. Just kidding. You will be very happy with your family. We will probably be moving back home in a few years too.
OMG you are sooooooooo right. TTC is all about waiting. It throws your life in such a friggen turmoil and literally sucks the life right out of you. It is at best a roller coaster full of emotions and at worst, a little like taking a ride through hell.
That's when you don't conceive right away that is or have an oops like most people do.
OK, I have really got to learn all this TTC terminology... And now I am sad that I am in the position of needing to learn it...
Good luck, thinking of you!
Wow, you were up early. Waiting makes it hard to sleep. It sounds like you are working out everything in your head.
((hugs))
Good luck this C, I'm praying for you girl! Everything will work out with the move, sounds like you have a good plan in place!!
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