Thursday, December 23, 2010

I really tried...

Tried not to post anything else about my m/c... For my sanity and to move on and to not keep boring the few readers I have. I have noticed that I don't have as many readers since my preg and/or m/c and I accept that in this TTC blogland. So I tried to not dwell or post, but today... Well today I would have been 12 weeks 1 day, and I planned on telling my family/friends this weekend. And I just started thinking about it in the shower this morning and realized that I haven't even thought of a new gift to give my mom and grandma that will replace what I originally wanted.

I'm also back on the "now I wonder when I will ovulate or have a normal C" train. Here's hoping that since I don't get to have the hope of being pregnant, that I will at the very least ovulate in a normal time frame!

7 comments:

Allison said...

(((hugs)))) oh sweetheart. I'm so sorry; thinking about you. XO

Sharpiegirl said...

I am so sorry.

Angie said...

((hugs)). I'm with ya, girlie. We were going to share our news with our families tomorrow, too. I'll be thinking about you and praying for a peaceful holiday filled with GOOD things to fill your thoughts.

Angie said...

((hugs)). I'm with ya, girlie. We were going to share our news with our families tomorrow, too. I'll be thinking about you and praying for a peaceful holiday filled with GOOD things to fill your thoughts.

Erin said...

((hugs)) Tanya. Actually ((big hugs)) :( I am sorry. Maybe it will happen again for you real soon. I will be praying.

Thank you for your advice. It really helped.

elephantscanremember said...

(hugs) My heart hurts that you had to go through that. I hope 2011 brings you so much joy.

Steph said...

(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry Tanya. I hope you still have a good w/e, filled with love & joy.

Don't feel bad about the loss still being on your mind. My last one was over 5yrs ago & I still cry from it sometimes. Do I have your e-mail? I'll check. I wrote a poem on loss a few yrs back & I can share it with you if you want. :)