Dang IT

They still don't have any $$ tests, they don't even have anymore of the $4 tests.... Guess I will need to venture to other stores...hmm, Walmart? Rite Aid? Where should I go? I think WalMart since I know they have $4 tests too.

Feelin Antsy

So, yeah...I'm about to take myself down to the Dol.lar Gen.eral and by some more HPTs.. I'm going through POAS withdrawals and I wanna see 2 lines!!!!!! THINK POSITIVE.....Power of "The Sec.ret".

Impatiently Waiting

Thats right, now on CD35 and nothing. I do know that I O'd, but not sure when. I know this because my temps have been at post-O for at least 7 days, I tried not to temp, but I couldn't stand it! I also remember having EWCM about 2 weeks ago. I had spotting about the same time but thought it was from FD, but not sure. I will continue to temp now because I'm waiting for the DROP. I keep telling myself there is no need to test and I'll just keep wasting money, but when I can get tests for a dollar and there is still a possibility....its really hard! I have not tested today, but I'm thinking that I will tomorrow, I don't have enough will power not too...

Oh yeah, on other news, I wasn't able to sign up for the month of posting thing, but if you will notice I have posted everyday this month so far, hopefully that won't jinx anything and I will continue.

I'm thinking...not this time????

I couldn't stand it no more. Even though the dollar store didn't have anymore tests, they did have the $4 tests that I don't usually get. Well, I took it after lunch, NEGATIVE. So maybe my $$ test was just a fluke. I am now on CD34 and no idea when I O'd so something needs to happen soon.

Can you believe it?

I DIDN'T test this morning. Not that I didn't want to, I have been dying to. But, I went to Dollar General last night since that is the only place in our little town that I can get $$ HPTs and they had no more. I am pretty cheap and refuse to spend a lot on HPTs, mainly because if I spend a lot and it comes up BFN, I feel like I wasted money. I'm not sure when I'll be able to test again, hopefully soon or I'll have to break down and pay high dollar... I know, I'm cheap!

Honest!

Thanks E!!!!
This award comes with some rules as well:

1) Thank the person who gave you the award. List their blog and link to it. (Yep)
2) Share "10 Honest Things" about yourself. (See below.)
3) Present this award to 7 others whose blogs you find brilliant in content and/or design, or those who have I encouraged you. (Also below.)
4) Tell those 7 people they've been awarded HONEST SCRAP and inform them of these guidelines in receiving the award. (Shortly...)


1. I have never met some of my best friends ever!
2. I have so many high hopes every month until I see pink/red
3. The love for my children is never-ending
4. I love my DH more than I ever thought was possible
5. I'm scared everyday about what is in my future
6. I miss my family in UT so much it hurts!
7. I love being a Stay At Home Mom.
8. I am a POASaholic
9. I am very quick tempered, but can forgive most things
10. I am a good cook

Okay....I nominate......

Dot
Sherry
Christina
Kitty
Gabsy
Kristen
Caitlin

50th Post - Insane in the Membrane

Someone seriously needs to do an intervention with me and HPTs. I mean now!! I see lines...don't know if they are really there or evap or what... Seems to me if they were true positives they would get darker. This morning I saw a line (faint) on a dollar store HPT. This was with FMU and at 4:30am. I saw the faint line through tired, cold-mess eyes. I was so happy that I couldn't sleep and when my DH was up and getting ready for work, I asked him if he saw it...he did too. But at this point 2 hrs had passed and it started to look more like an evap line, even though when I saw it the first time it was about 7 mins after.

Well, the POASaholic that I am, I had to take another one...good thing that I always buy them in bulk and had another one.. But this time...NO LINE.... So now what.... is a line a line or was I seeing things through blurry eyes and DH seeing an evap line? AGHHHH! How long should I wait to retest. I hate to get my hopes up. Especially since I don't even know for sure that I O'd this month....but I have never not O'd. I have had a couple of REALLY long cycles though...like 50 days...and I'm on CD31 now. I have had no spotting whatsoever so I don't think AF is around the corner but not sure if she should be or now, most C's are between 27-30 days on a normal basis. And for a BPT we would have to pay out of pocket as no coverage for this.

Like I said, I seriously need an intervention!!! Even though I'm trying my hardest to relax...I CAN'T!