Wednesday, April 14, 2010

CD1 for me....

So this month was the 1st month on BCPs and it was HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had spotting from day 12 through 24. I have had spotting since Saturday night, I was thinking that it was AF since all active pills were gone but found out different today. I have had a headache for a month and for the last 4 days it has been at a Migraine level. I have had recurrent Diarrhea for the last 4 days thanks to my Endo. And CRAMPS up the ASS for the last week!

All that and this is just the Damn beginning, apparently all of that was just the PMS and now, now I am experiencing the Bitch!

I am sorry for all the profanity in this post, but I am pretty miserable and I am wondering what the hell I was thinking. I am in between insurance since we just moved and it will probably be a couple months before we are eligible. I won't be taking BCPs after AF leaves though. My body actually treats me better without it and I thought that was bad.

5 comments:

Kitty said...

Ughhhh sounds HORRIBLE, Tanya!! I'm sorry, that really sucks!! I hope you feel better really soon.

I've been cussing like a sailor today too, so don't apologize on my account :)

elephantscanremember said...

(Hugs) I am sorry, Tanya. I wish I could do something for that pain. You haven't been diagnosed with pcos, have you?

Steph said...

I'm sorry SHE found you too! (have you seen the new kotex commercial? it's pretty good for an af-laugh)

I understand what you mean about bcps. I refuse to ever take them again. I get the "dr scratches his head saying 'i've never seen this before'" s/e from them. It sucks that they couldn't even eliminate some pain for you.

I hope you feel better soon. Want me to pass you a chocolate? (i buy good stuff!)

Erin said...

Sorry Tanya. How bad is your endo? Have you had a lap anytime soon? My sister used to do 6 months on BCP and 6 months off while TTC to keep her endo at bay. It sucks.

Sorry you have been feeling so bad for so long. I wonder what the headache is about?

Robin said...

I think you and I have the same problems. IF and spotting.. UGH. I hate spotting.

Hope AF comes and goes quickly for both of us.