Friday, January 8, 2010

Only need 3 words today......

ROOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLL
TIDE
ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so proud of my Bama team, well at least the Defense and running backs, not sure WTH was wrong with McElroy, he couldn't pass for sh!t. Anyway.... 1st time ever that Bama beat Texas and now BCS Champions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

What a Week.....

**poss trigs, yes, another kids/family story....

So I posted the other day about my little girl and DH being ill. Well, then it spread to my little man. He actually got hit hard with it in the tummy and had a pretty high fever coming in at 102.6. I got his fever to break and stay under control and then last night I ended up taking him to the ER because of tummy pains. He woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't lay flat, curl up or walk around to get any relief. So I asked him if he needed to go to the dr. Mind you, my boy hates drs and immediately tries to toughen up, he started to squawl and wanted to go to the hospital.

At the ER, they gave him something that dissolves under your tongue, I don't think I was fully functional and I don't remember what exactly it was. They said that they have seen a bunch of this stomach virus in the last week. They actually said they wouldn't be surprised if it didn't last a few more days and gave him a school excuse until Monday. That about killed him, he loves school. Well, I kept him and my girl home again today and neither have vomitted or had one bout of diarrhea and both have said they are feeling good...So back to school tomorrow....

Please, oh please, don't let it come back!

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AS I TYPE:
I am watching the TIDE kick some TEXAS A$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just hope that they can hold on! I love the Bama Defense and the running backs, but I really think they need to pull McElroy out...he is stinkin the place up! If we left it to him, Texas would be whoopin our butt.

Come on BAMA! ROOOOOOOOLLLL TIDE ROLL

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Wrong on so many levels

TRIGS INVOLVED

I am so pissed by this article, it isnt even funny. I don't know who to be pissed at though, the mother in the story for how she lives, or more so at the people she is suing for violating rights...I just can't believe it!

**It does say that she also sued CVS and a spermacide company because she was sold an out of date product and received an out-of court settlement for that. That along with other things, I do wonder if she didn't have a verbal agreement with the dr even without the signed waiver. Or if for some reason he was told she had signed the waiver, I can't imagine drs doing that, especially if she had sued previously, she probably would have been on news and such.... WHO KNOWS... ITS DEFINITELY WRONG!

WOW

Here I sit 2 years later...didn't see that one coming...how ignorant was I?

So obviously this was my last C before I hit the 2 year mark and now that spot has came, it will just be within the next couple days that her evil twin AF shows. Its kinda weird but I have now became used to good ole spot. She shows up like clockwork every C now, usually 2-3 days before AF. Hmmm, every month I have this wonderful intention to start taking Vitamin B, but for some reason, I put it off. I wonder if it will do my crazy spot and semi-short LP any good. When I first started TTC and monitoring my Cs, my LP was only 11 days, somehow now it is around 12 sometimes 13...which technically doesn't qualify as a "short" but to me it seems that if it were a little longer, maybe it would help things along.

Has anyone else used Vitamin B? Anyone else who spots before AF on a regular basis?

Monday, January 4, 2010

Not Exactly

I was trying to be so positive about yesterday and this whole year for that matter. This post may be a little queasy so if you have a weak tummy you may not want to read to the end. Also, contains a little trigs as it is a story about my little girl.

Yesterday my lil angel girl told us she didn't want to go back to school today and did the whole whiny thing. So last night after dinner she started complaining of a tummy ache. I asked her if she was really feeling it or if she was just saying it so she could stay home, she agreed it was the latter. Then she said it again and I asked her the same thing and again she admitted she said it so she didn't have to go to school. So I put her to bed. An hour later I heard some gurgling in our hallway. She was coming to tell me she needed to throw up and didn't make it. She must have vomitted 3 days worth of food because my hallway was filled, her clothes, face and hair were also filled. I put her in the bath, she started washing while I went to try and clean as much of the "chunks" as I could since DH has the typical weak man belly. I finished washing her hair last night and put her back to bad. She had said that her tummy felt a lot better after puking.

Not so much since she woke up at midnight throwing up again. I went in her room to see what damage was done and she actually was able to use the bucket I left in there.... MY POOR BABY. Needless to say, she won't be going to school today and I feel horrible that I didn't believe her the 1st time she told me.

Also, when she woke up at midnight, guess who else got sick... DH! He has been up ALL night puking and diarrhea. My step-grandbaby was over on Saturday to see off my stepson and she had this stomach virus...I'm guessing this is where all this came from.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

I've Got a Feeling.....

That tonights gonna be a good good night.....

Funny, but I never get sick of that song by the Black Eyed Peas. It just kind of stuck on me.  And now, whenever there is good happening, it pops into my head. I am not complaining one bit because it means good feelings, not bad. : )

Today marks an anniversary of the day me and DH met face to face. We met online so I was way nervous about meeting him and him meeting me. For all the people who are against online dating, I just have to giggle a little in your face. I love him with all my heart and I have never felt as strong of a connection with anyone else. We are not perfect, we have our days, but we always make it through.

Today, my stepson leaves for the Natio.nal Gu.ard. It will be sad to see him go for 8 months, but this is a great thing for him and I am proud that he is doing something with himself!

Today is the last day of Christmas Vacation for the kiddos. I don't know whether to insert a smiley or a frown here. I love the time we have had to spend together the last 2 weeks..nothing buy mommy/kiddo time, but also glad they are going back to learn (and doesn't hurt that I get the "me" time back).. So all in all, I would say this is not a "Bad" thing so smiley it is.    : )

Today, AF is not due to show (still crossing fingers on this one)...

What a GREAT day that makes today!

Friday, January 1, 2010

It started 10 years ago....

*poss trig alert*

10 years ago it was the year 2000. I was childless but expecting my son. I had no IF issues and it took me 1 month to get pregnant. I took that for granted. The next year, I wasn't trying but got pregnant on BCPs and that resulted in a m/c, not 4 weeks later I was pregnant again....no IF issues and totally ignorant about TTC efforts. Why did it come so easy then? Here is my theory....

I truly believe that there is a reason for everything. We never know what the reasons are, but I believe that God gives us what we can handle. As much as it hurts now, month after month, there has to be some sort of reason beyond us as to why we aren't getting pregnant. I think that the reason I was given my first 2 children so easily is because it caused me to grow up and have the family that I really didn't have. I grew up an only child with a single-mother and the lessons I have learned since they were born have been priceless.

Now, why can't we be successful at TTC? There could be many reasons. Maybe God doesn't believe we can handle anymore, maybe He thinks that someone else deserves it more, maybe He is testing my/our faith... Whatever the reason, I will never lose faith..and even when I am forced to stop TTC because of the problems, I will probably always have faith. I have learned so much about TTC and the emotions involved and I have gained so many friends, maybe this is what my lesson is...who knows. But I have been extremely humbled in thinking that we have control over this. I have apologized to people I have known in the past that had a hard time TTC because I probably said something to them unknowingly that may have offended them, like the "relax". I will never ever think the same way and I will always have empathy & sympathy for those who have had or are having a hard time TTC.

I pray with all my heart for each of my friends TTC that you will see a BFP and that it will result in a healthy baby....

*******BABY DUST******* to all of you!