Not just once but all the time!!! AF is constantly throwing curve balls at me and I always feel like a newbie when it comes to TTC because I never know what is happening next in my C.
I am now at what should be the end of another C and had some weird spotting, just after BD'ing...nothing there now. Not sure whether this means I might actually get AF or just a little spotting like I did around a month ago. In any event, I guess I just keep on trekking! I wish I could revert back to the old saying, Fool Me Once, but I just have no idea what the hell is going on with my body. I'm emotionally unstable. I was in a good place my last post but now I'm not. And this is how my life has become. EMOTIONALLY unstable wreck! I don't know if I'm wasting tears thinking that this is AF or hoping it to be so that I can move on. I don't even make sense to myself anymore. I feel like I used to know my body so well, now I know that I have no control and no idea what it is doing or will do.
On the non-TTC note, it is so fun to see everyone change their blogs and update!
3 comments:
I know what you mean... my cycles are always so messed up. Its so frustrating not knowing when/if AF is going to show her ugly face. I hope your cycles get better and more regular... it just sucks.
I do hope your body will come back to some sense of normall-ness for you. My C's are a little off, but no where near yours. I can't even imagine how you must feel.{{HUGS}}
-Like your new blog look!-
Ugh I can only imagine how frustrating that has to be! I'm sorry you're having to deal with this. (((Hugs))) I hope your body gets back on track soon!
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