Wow

CD76

WTH? You read it right, I am now on CD76. I can't believe that in April I was cycle buddies with 4 or 5 of my blogger friends and now, one of them just blogged about her 3rd AF since then.

So I talked to my mom a couple weeks ago about the whole, endo, fibroids, PCOS thing. I am not diagnosed with PCOS, but I suspect I have it. Anyway, turns out when she had her hysterectomy because of the cysts and possible cancer, she probably had PCOS too. This was about 15 years ago so not much was known of PCOS, but they did tell her that she had bunches of cysts that would come at AF time and then some would stay and some would go. From what I have read and been told, many docs can tell you if you have PCOS by doing an u/s on CD3 because they can see the 'bunch' of cysts then. Is that right? If so, that could explain why I wasn't diagnosed, I believe my u/s to dx was way toward the midcycle and was about 6 years ago. I really want the blood test confirmation.

This, however, will have to wait. We are very strapped right now. We moved her 4 months ago and we are making our bills, but we have money for NOTHING else. I am now diligently looking for a job. We thought we would be ok with me staying home, but turns out if we want to do anything besides just pay bills or if we want an emergency fund, I must get off my butt and return to the workforce.

Sorry I have been so random, I guess when you are really depressed, you don't really want to blog about all the crap in your mind. There is alot of good going on with us, but its hard to see through the clouds to see the rainbow or sun.