Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Here I am again

Coming out of a bad bloggin week. I'm somewhere smack dab in this cycle and I feel like this month I might have ovulated, which would make 2 months in a row since my m/c and D&C in December. Could I be so lucky? I meant to pick up some OPKs last week and I guess I forgot and put it off, but I think I felt the lovely O pain yesterday so I think know it would be too late. Guess I will find out either way in a couple weeks.

On another note, my little girl is soooo sick. She can't keep anything down and if she keeps this up, a doctor visit is in our near future.

Hope you all are doing great!

Friday, January 7, 2011

Back to games

Yes, AF loves to play games and it appears she is back to playing them with me. It turns out the red I saw was just a little spot and again tonight, I'm hoping this turns into more as it has previously. Doesn't she know I just don't want to play her games anymore?!?!

*for Steph, I didn't get your email..... I checked my junk mail file just to make sure it didn't get filtered out. I'm not sure what happened.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Finally

I might be having some IF luck. Or at least AF luck? I don't know what I have, except that My D&C was on Dec 1st and I think AF is here and it hasn't even been like 70-100 days so that means that I cycled semi-normal. And honestly I'm thankful. Thankful that I only had 2 days of spotting after my D&C and now I'm seeing the signs of AF. I know that this sounds really crazy for an IF'er to be excited over, but this means that we get to move on and continue TTC and I don't have to call the Dr to jump start AF and pay out of pocket! Oh HAPPY day!

PS, please don't ask me how I feel about this tomorrow, because I probably will let the AF bug get me down and not be so happy but for now.... All is good.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Something has to happen

I need to see something happen up in this body o' mine. Like I said before, we are in a lapse of insurance coverage and I can't really afford to be calling my dr for a prescription to jump start AF so any day would be nice.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

First Post of the New Year

It is also my 201st post. I forgot to add that the last post of 2010 was number 200. One of my New Years Resolutions is to be a better blogger, not just on this blog, but also on my family blog.

I haven't posted what happened at my followup appt to my D&C. It was Wednesday. I met the dr, she did the internal check and said my lady business is back in order and that if I didn't see AF in a week to call her so she could jumpstart it and then TTC again after that. She also said that if I'm not KU in 6 mos she can start doing other stuff. Silly woman, doesn't she know that this month marks 3 years for me and DH TTC. But she is my new dr and she has to see me 6 mos before starting anything, which is probably for the best since my DH changed jobs at the beginning of Dec and our previous insurance termed 12/31 and we won't have insurance until March. Please let nothing happen between now and then that would require surgery, radiology or an emergent care!

I am excited to know that she did say that in 6 mos she is willing to open up and help me. If we get to that point (I'm sure we will), I may be willing to venture into this IF game a little more. I never really thought we would do that, but now I do.

So New Year = New Possibilities. And hey, for our family as many others 2010 was not the best to us.. But it really wasn't the worst either. Happy New Year Everyone, I've got to finish up my resolutions.

Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year

I am starting this year out with HOPE! And lots of it. Right now 2 blog friends are KU and I'm so excited. I want 2011 to be a good year for all and I'm full of hope that it will be!

Happy New Year to all that stop by my blog... Without you, I wouldn't be filled with the hope.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

I really tried...

Tried not to post anything else about my m/c... For my sanity and to move on and to not keep boring the few readers I have. I have noticed that I don't have as many readers since my preg and/or m/c and I accept that in this TTC blogland. So I tried to not dwell or post, but today... Well today I would have been 12 weeks 1 day, and I planned on telling my family/friends this weekend. And I just started thinking about it in the shower this morning and realized that I haven't even thought of a new gift to give my mom and grandma that will replace what I originally wanted.

I'm also back on the "now I wonder when I will ovulate or have a normal C" train. Here's hoping that since I don't get to have the hope of being pregnant, that I will at the very least ovulate in a normal time frame!