WTH???? 2 babies, 2 due dates?

Wow is all I can say to this woman who got pregnant with one child and another weeks later... And we are having trouble with just one....

http://www.aolhealth.com/condition-center/pregnancy/superfetation-double-pregnancy?icid=mainmaindl3link3http%3A%2F%2Fwww.aolhealth.com%2Fcondition-center%2Fpregnancy%2Fsuperfetation-double-pregnancy

NO CLUE

I am now on CD26 but I have no clue if/when I O'd. I have been getting horrible sleep this month so my temps have been wacky. They never dropped with/after AF and then with the weird sleep, I never notice a drop/hike. My temp is about what it usually is after O but not sure that my temp ever dropped. I'm just hoping that I did O sometime and that it was early enough that this C is almost over or something. I am such a POASaholic, but its kinda hard to do that when I don't even know where I'm at.

I've Come to Realize...

Thanks Dot...I had an ah-ha moment and have to repost....
1. I've come to realize that my chest-size...is not big, but enough.
2. I've come to realize that my job...is sometimes more stressful now at home then when I worked for a company.
3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...I get lost in deep thought
4. I've come to realize that I need...more happiness in my life.
5. I've come to realize that I have lost...faith in myself, but working on it.
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...I see others be rude or disrespectful
7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...someone spiked my drink cause I've never been drunk.
8. I've come to realize that money...doesn't buy happiness.
9. I've come to realize that certain people...are geniune.
10. I've come to realize that I'll always...want more children, they are a precious gift.
11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s)...non-existent
12. I've come to realize that my mom...is a wonderful, caring, loving person that I love more and more each day.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...is crappy, I miss my old one.
14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...2 mos later, I'm still sick.
15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...I love cuddling with my husband.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking...I should have done this post weeks ago.
17. I've come to realize that my dad...works hard.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...I look for something missing in my life, social interaction
19. I've come to realize that today...is a new day & I will do the best I can.
20. I've come to realize that tonight...I'm taking cold medicine to go to sleep.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...never comes.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to...be a stay at home mom forever
23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this...is having a ah-ha moment too !
24. I've come to realize that life...really is like a box of chocolates.
25. I've come to realize that this weekend....means September is 1/2 over!
26. I've come to realize that marriage...is incredibly hard, but so worth it.
27. I've come to realize that my friends...are far and few between, but mean so much to me.
28. I've come to realize that this year...is my last year in my 20s
29. I've come to realize that my ex-friends...are missing out.
30. I've come to realize that maybe...I need to go back to school.
31. I've come to realize that I love...my life, even with all the struggles
32. I've come to realize that I don't understand...why some prayers are never answered..
33. I've come to realize my past...is just that...MY PAST.
34. I've come to realize that parties...aren't for me, I'd rather stay at home with my family
35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...of losing my loved ones
36. I've come to realize that my life...isn't that bad and I need to take it in stride.

My Furbabies

Even though I feel like CRAP because of AF and she is really kicking my ass, I couldn't help but get tickled at my furbabies this morning. They were laying how they normally do, all over each other and hugging...but this time I was able to get my camera without waking them and them moving. Let me tell you they are the laziest puppies I've ever seen. They sleep or lay around all day, the only time they really "play" is from about 2:00am-8:00am. No joke! I love 'em though. They are mostly outdoor dogs, but we let them in for a little while at a time. By the way, them on the couch...TEMPORARY. They are getting too big and I don't want my furniture ruined.

Back with a Vengence

Well, I guess after having the last 2 months fairly decent and getting false hope this month really backfired for me this month! She is back, and with a vengence!!!!!!!!! I have already medicated with 3 different kinds of relievers and nothing has touched the pain or even came close. Not to mention that I have all kinds of GI problems because of the endo, "It ain't lookin' pretty, son!"... On to cycle...???? can't remember.... 18 mos trying now.

My Bubble Burst Again

I was starting to get very hopeful this C....the longest luteal phase I have had, 14 days. Usually they are only 12 days, but I've been taking Vit B complex for awhile. Well, followed by a "few" BFNs....AF is making her appearance slowly. I've been spotting all day. Only the spotting has been kind of weird, more orangy/brown than light pink...I don't even know if that makes sense, but it is what it is... So there it is, the big bubble idea I had, BURST!

Now the big decision.... Continue TTC or give it up, I go through this every month when AF hits. Part of me wants to give it up to get rid of disappointment, but the other part knows it will still be there and I'll feel empty.. And we have come this far, its hard to give it up.

To my other decision, I will still be blogging, but no more WebMD boards.... I have shyed away the last couple weeks and the reasoning is, I'm just not feeling it any more. I get a lot more out of reading blogs, I think that it is because they follow lives, not just the TTC part. I feel more connected to my fellow TTC'ers. And honestly, I smile more reading blogs than posts on WebMD.

Hi, My Name is Tanya....

And I am a POAS'aholic. I have a problem... I am 10-12 dpo and I'm itching to POAS. I did POAS earlier today, not with FMU, but nonetheless, same result of BFN!!!!!! I don't know why I torture myself! I know that it is going to be a BFN but yet, I just can't seem to wait for AF, I have to be disappointed twice, once with the BFN and again with AF!